Student Life: The Day Fever and Flu attack …

I said, the double F comes at no better time (sarcasm). Oh seriously, have anyone ever consider the best time of falling ill? Surprisingly, I did! Or best said, not surprisingly I did.

Despite the consequential trouble of not having a good night sleep, constant sneezing, uncomfortable blocked nose, terrible cough and high fever, sometimes, these notions sound far more welcoming than the need to wake up early and going for classes or work. But it’s just a little thought I don’t think I would actually love to come true. But under too lazy to do anything influence, I secretly wish for it to happen sometimes, just sometimes, haha…

However, when fever and flu comes and attack me at once, I begin to doubt my previous thought. Going for work and classes may be tiring and boring, but being sick for one whole week was horrible. It’s true that I was unable to attend most of my classes last week but it also means I need to attend all those alternative classes provided this week, which also means my work for this week has actually doubled and I just started to recover from my fever and flu!!! Seeee … that’s the reason why I kept telling myself, please, please and please don’t wish for something weird. The say ‘be careful of what you wish’ might be not just a mere superstitious after all.

Life of Never Ending Drama

Never questioned others intelligence just because you think you are far more superior, far more cleverer than them, thus give you a right to judge someone else.

A: I went to library every day and I revise on my notes yesterday till 5 am in the morning and I have to wake up at 9am because I got another lecture.

B: owh, ok.

A: I am extremely tired.

B: That’s because you don’t have enough rest.

A: I just enjoy this module too much. There’s lots of exciting cases to be read. I’m excited to understand every detail of the cases.

B: owh, oh. (Don’t know what else should be said).

A: Ah! I am exhausted.

B: Then take a good break and sleep early.

A: I can’t, I’m too busy to take a break. I just can’t afford an early sleep, I have to do my revision.

B: … em …

A: But then, you don’t really understand what I have gone through, did you? You don’t really read your notes and you don’t go to the library. I am really jealous of you, who don’t really care about your studies and just live your life recklessly. Unlike you, I have an extremely busy and important life, studying hard subject.

Somehow A has forgotten that B took the same subject as A did. The workload was similar for both of them. The only different was their way in studying.  Just because it was her way of studying loud and clear, she expects others to be similar to her for them to reach a label of acceptable. If they don’t, their level of intelligence and the extent of their effort should be questioned.

Nampaknya A tak pernah paham apa erti diam diam ubi berisi, kerintang kerintong tin kosong. Tak usah menjudge orang menghina orang hanya kerana dia rasa dia lebih hebat daripada orang lain, keep on feeding your ego will end up in ruining yourself. Siapa tahu dalam diam B berusaha lebih daripada A, bezanya cuma B tidak menjadikan bercakap besar memandang rendah sebagai habit yang tercinta.

Student Life: Second Semester

One might say I demand too much, whilst others think I was just plain unrealistic. Is it wrong to want something so much?  Not as if I am about to commit a crime. I just wish for a good rest, a holiday. Following the exam is the beginning of a new semester. I can’t even have a proper break in between both. Imagine after you finish exam, mentally and physically exhausted, do you think studying new topic is an intriguing idea? Not in a million years!

And yet, it’s what happens to me now. I have to feed my brain with thousands of information per day again, only if I could concentrate on the whole lecture. And the lecture happens to be long and boring, the perfect combo to make you lose interest the moment you step into the class. Or maybe it’s because I lacked the motivation to study today? Ah!!! Study was never easy. But then, life isn’t going to be easy if you keep thinking it’s difficult.

Somehow I am glad tomorrow isn’t Monday.

Don’t know why did I sound so dramatic about this. I guess, blame the post-exam effect.

It’s Nice To See You Again

 Starting was hard, but maintaining is even harder. Busy, lack of idea and especially laziness never ceased from being a temptation that is hard to resist. More than once I’ve considered in giving up blogging. WHAT DID YOU SAID? I know, I just start blogging for a month and giving up now??? Nonsense!! That’s what I said to myself as well. Definitely unlike me who behave this irresponsible and not persistence. But now, I think I’ve managed to convinced myself that I really should not give up easily just because of some petty distractions and I will … continue blogging! Hihi… :D