The beauty of life is – life is
unpredictable. Meanwhile, the ugliest side of life too, is its
unpredictability. Sometimes
up, sometimes down. Once you might have stand on top of the wheel, the next
second you are at the lowest point of your life. No words ever exist that could portray vividly of your pain, and so, no tears could ever completely
illustrate of your helplessness.
Giving
up? Who never thought of that, especially when trailing on the hardest path of
your life?
When life
offered me nothing but endless heartache, I kept trying and try again, wishing fervently
that the next would be a success. Each time when I failed, my hope crashed
brutally that I fear to try again. I was traumatized by the those episodes of failure.
Every
time, after those hearts aching encounter I promised never to hurt myself
anymore. I won’t try again. I was preparing to hide my self cowardly.
But
dear readers, no matters how loud I swore never to try again, it’s an empty
promises.
I tried
again. I might fail, I might about to invite more heartbreak but do you know, to
not try again was a crime against my previous effort, an insult to the
courageous me.
I really
like this piece of inspiring advice that I’ve read from a blog before, “jangan
terlalu takut atau pilih-pilih terhadap tindakan yang anda ambil. Keseluruhan
dari hidup ini adalah percubaan”.
Well, without trying,
you stand no chance at all.