Bila aku tidak seperti aku

Berpuluh kali aku cuba susun ayat header kat atas ni. Bila aku tidak seperti aku: when I'm not myself. But it ends up even more confusing than ever. I can't actually says that I am now not my self, but at the same time, I don't feel like I am my self. Arghh!!!If only I have the ability to describe exactly of what I've felt...

Days past really fast, clock never stops it's ticking sounds and I begin to lose the track of time. I have nothing to say if I actually work hard during that time, but instead of that, I was mastering the art of procrastination, delaying the inevitable, which makes me more guilty than ever. In short: I was wasting my time doing nothing when I am suppose to finish my work.

Was it the cold weather? Or the newest drama? Or the never ending outing? Whom should I blame to make me look less coward? I have to admit my own fault, but as you see, it's scary to see straight of what your fault is. Because it's not your usual self!

But someone convinced me that it's a normal phenomena. It's called 'when you are not your self'. Like sometimes one might have a bad hair days, one might also have days when everything goes wrong and act like nothing of their real self.

What matter is, whether you are willing or not to come back to your sense.

Take Things For Granted: Part 2

Friends – You assured me when I’m in doubt and I tried to reach to you when you are in one of the lowest moment of your life. Crying with me when I’d lost my pet in a recent accident and laughing together when you’ve passed your exam. This is called as a friendship. Believe it or not, though you might’ve encountered thousands of people in your life time, only very small number of them could be called as a real friend. Lucky you who have this kind of friendship in your life: who share not just your happiness but also drying you tears whenever you cry. My advice is: never ever take them for granted. When they’re gone, they would never come back.

Life – Ever heard the phrase ‘life is too short to be wasted’? A wise elderly once said “valued your youth that only come once and used it to fulfill your dream, if you don’t wish to have any regrets in your old days”. And I can’t find any reasons not to agree with him. I used to think that a week has plenty of time; a month is too long; a year sound ages to me. It’s because I don’t realize I actually take the time I had and the opportunities that comes with them for granted.

When we kept procrastinating the inevitable, time is ticking out loud and fast. And when decisions were made, sometimes it’s too late. We have lost the opportunity and part of our life (the time we used in leisure while making the decision). Time’s limited in our life and yet many has taken it for granted.

Wasting the time of our life is an expensive habit that although difficult, is possible to change BUT having a regret in you old days is a major issue. After all, who would wish to live their old days in regret? I don’t.

Take Things For Granted: Part 1

Never take things for granted, be it life or love. When I speak about love, it wasn’t just the relationship between a man and a woman, it also includes friendship and family.

Love – Love them as who they are if you wished to be loved as who you are. Appreciate their effort if you wish to be appreciated back.  Care for them if you wish to be cared for.  The basic of a relationship is actually this simple: the give and take rule is the key. Well, obviously not all relationship is as simple as the flow of time. One might be giving more than take and if your partner falls into this category, don’t ever take them for granted. Because, while you still have the one who cares deeply for you, appreciate their existence, because not everyone is as lucky as you to have that particular person in their life.

Family – Parents and their kids.

Dear my son/daughter,

Only when you grow up or when you become a parent yourself, you would probably understand a parent’s heart. Punishing you for your fault because we wish you could become a respectable adult in the future: one who’s ready to admit his fault and bear his responsibility. Scolding you never caused by hatred or dismayed. Everything we’ve done was for your sake and nothing we couldn’t do for your best interest. Despite your rebellious and anger towards us, our loves to you should never be questioned. We might be furious or even disappointed as a result from your action but dislikes never exist. We understand you; we were once a child to our parents as well. And yet, it’s a parent’s nature to wish the best for their child, to cares for them.

Hear your parent’s silent wishes people. Whoever you parent is or whatever they do for life, love them back as much as the love they gave to you, or even more. Appreciate what they’ve done for you. Hear their advice and be filial to them. This is the least you could do for them who sacrifice their time and energy in raising you. If you don’t treat your parent better during their lifetime, you might bear the regret after their death. When that happens, no amount tears of blood could bring them back to life and amend your guilt.

Family has always been the place where we could find our comfort. Be it your parents or siblings, they were the one you would turn to when problem arises or even when the world is against you. So, treasure them because you don’t know how many envied you for having your family at your back as a never ending supporter.

Student Life: A Birthday Celebration

First of all, Hepiii Bufday Miss D!!! :D

       
I might bake a real cake for you next time, hopefully ;P hihi, if you are willing to get yourself into trouble and teach me again.

Back to the main story...

When students celebrating birthday, budget has always been an issue. Especially your best friend birthday, there is a need to make them feel appreciated, while at the same time, you need to control your spending. And turning 22nd is a great deal for a girl. Cheapest takeaway seems not sincere enough, but usually restaurant costs too much. We could cook for her, but our cooking skills are slightly less than average. .

The alternative is the buffet restaurant. The price is reasonable and it's all you can eat with no time limit, which is great for someone like us who have the appetite of an elephant. So, voila! :)

Well, this is our way of celebrating a birthday. We love foods, that's the reason we go for the buffet deals. And we love gathering, that's why we choose to celebrate together instead of just give her a present. Nothing could beat the moment spent together with your best friends during their birthday, it's the pleasurable memory ever and most important, it make your best friend feel appreciated indeed.  At least for us, it does.
 

Pertama kali menulis blog...

Have you ever notice how fast time have passed that you begin to lose the track of your life? And messed up your daily plan, and yet have no time to redo what you should have done?  These were the kind of life that I live on.  I planned to create blog ages ago and when I finally have my own blog, I kept on postponing my first post. The truth is, I have no confidence in my writing and I actually have a little bit of coward in my bone, heehe

Anyway,

Hi, ini pertama kali cs menulis blog.  cs bukanlah seorang penulis, tapi seorang yang mencuba menulis.  Sila beri tunjuk ajar apa yang kurang. :)

Terlalu banyak pengalaman suka dan duka yang pernah dilalui, tapi semua itu semakin pudar di ingatan dek masa. Blog ini bagaikan diari kedua di mana aku boleh mencoretkan perjalanan hidup aku. Tapi ini hanya alasan yang cantik mengapa aku mula menulis. Sebenarnya, aku  saja desperate nak share my opinion and view towards life. Tak baik tau kalau pendam lama lama dalam hati, stresss!!! Haha ;)